lisa

2010-01-01T21:18:00.008+08:00

Okay, im gonna leave this blog for good.
Re-link me!
But this blog would still be accessible, no worries.
I wouldn't want to delete all my precious memories :)

So long, and goodbye vintage-insanity AHAHHAHA.

www.wadda-heck.blogspot.com

weird url.

2010-01-01T00:12:00.000+08:00

Happy new year :D

2009-12-30T19:56:00.000+08:00

I wanna cut my hair like this sia.

2009-12-30T18:23:00.002+08:00

Tell me wtf you want me to do now.
Nothing ?
Then say so.
If there's something,
then say so.

I am fucking lost right now.

...

2009-12-30T12:12:00.009+08:00

I may seem apathetic about us,
but you gotta know it's a living hell inside my mind.
You may think im just walking off from you, but i'm forced to.
I don't know what to do. I'm lost.
There's a lot of things rushing through my mind now.
I really want the old us back.
I can't help but to cry silently thinking about our past.
Is it really gonna be the end?
Or, i guess i've tried my very best.

Why negative thoughts always overcome the positive ones?
Why?

16 December post.

"I promise i wont give up."

It means i wont give up on us. :(

Or are you just letting go ?
Running away from everything ?
No, right?

Right ... ?
If its true ..
all i've done has been futile ..

2009-12-29T20:11:00.004+08:00

I AM SO BLOODY TIRED AFTER A TRIP TO SENTOSA

WITH NEELAM, NURUL, HER MUM AND HER FRIEND.

MAN.

MY LEGS NEED A MASSAGE RIGHT NA-NA-NOW. -_-"

One day we must meet. :)

2009-12-28T17:11:00.000+08:00

Oh shiaaaat.

Am i in love ?

2009-12-27T18:54:00.000+08:00

i rindu korang ):

miss miss.

2009-12-26T15:13:00.002+08:00

Just privating my blog for no reason at all. hakhakhak.

Chey lagu melayu ah beb.

random.

2009-12-24T22:47:00.003+08:00

Wouldn't you be pissed if you received a message
that is not from someone you expect?
hahahahahahahahahhahahah.
kidding.

summary.

2009-12-23T20:20:00.006+08:00

okeh hello yesterday i went to vivo with my parents . damn tiring sa walked around like some sort of walking marathon or something dang and coool we went up a ship that sold books inside and we enjoyed the view from the top of the ship blablabla bought ice cream for 50cents cheap but heavenly nice. then then we went to orchard gah its like hell over there can die man dieeeee but luckily we tahan and took a bus home but the whole journey i've been standing what the eff sheesh.

today ah i went out with neelam from bishan to amk. you know ah at bishan we met 2 unexpected people like fuhhhhhhhhh best you know. neelam damn lucky cause shes the only one who gets to see HIM woots whos the him ? wakakakakaka then we bumped into HER. sehr cool siak then then we went outta j8 and explored bishan went to neelam's house which is in under renovation then then then we went to bishan active. an empty play and exercise area but very windy. i sukaaaaaaa. soon after we decided to bus to amk since there was nothing to do but what a waste to go amk cause theres nothing to do either we just went though sportslink to see if theres any nice shoes but there was only a pair thats striking but dooooosh its expensive well not really ah but its the mum-pleeeease-expensive kind of shoes. i dont know what the heck that means haha okeh byebye .

i've got youu neelam.

yippeedoodaadee

2009-12-20T23:07:00.000+08:00

The awesome buddy to talk to .
Be honored !

HELLOOO

2009-12-20T22:25:00.006+08:00

What if i were to edit my skin like this ?
Sehr cool ! Yeah, right ....
Mysterious black.

Right now, i'm stumped.
I dont know what to do.
The last option ; SLEEP.
But i'm not even sleepy !

What would happen if i were to bang my head on the wall ~
gila or what

OMG ?! whats that ?!!

2009-12-19T21:37:00.006+08:00

Camwhoring sessions

(tsktsktsk -_-")

Freaky much!

THICK messy hair :O

Can you spot my name? hehe

I like this one . ^^

Hah, waddaheck.

Ooops !

Thick, right ?!

ARGGHHH !
Cheyy .

Is that .... *gasps*

Blur.

... and then a fly will buzz into my mouth.

A typical day at grandma's house.
woots ! I ate lontong goreng, yumz.
Someone claimed that its sunny in tampines,
but actually its not -_-

S'laters, people !

yes way!

2009-12-17T15:44:00.007+08:00

Bill Kaulitz

I still remember that i was gaga over Bill Kaulitz. hehe
He seriously defines sexy (x
Well that's the past .. oh really ? lol

Yesterday, i was lazying around in my room.
There was seriously nothing to do, and its driving me crazy.
Therefore, i stared at myself, i jumped on my bed, i giggled,
and finally lay down on the floor -_-"
Then, i was hit by a craving pang for chocolates.
Craving pang ? cool hahahha.
YESSSSSSSAH i ran outside, took ka-ching from Mum
and skipped merrily to the nearest provision shop just like a gleeful lil kid.
Bought a bar of Mars and the cashier tried to cheat me of my 20 cents !! :[
Fortunately, i reacted fast enough.
Mean bitch its my 20 cents not yours D:

Exaggeration!

Fastforward to midnight,
my mum and i listened to ker-reeeepy stories from the Misteri Jam 12 (radio).
It was really spine-chilling, and you got it, i can't sleep last night )):
I had nightmares between reality, and whats NOT reality, again !
It really freaks me out.
The moment i tried to sleep, i kept sensing that something is bothering me.
I did not dare to open my eyes, but even if i did, theres nothing. (ha.)
Its just the feeling, the feeling, thats creeping me out.
Then i would dream very dizzy dreams,
that would make you wake up in perspiration and shock.
It's one hell of a night and you can imagine how relieve i was when i saw sunlight.

I will never listen to scary stories at night, ever!
But still its such a thrill, though. ^^v
Anyways, its so hard to communicate with Neelam nowadays !
I miss her so god-damn much.
Smsing is a problem for her, while calling is a problem for me. ):
Msn, she cant get through well )):

I am so sad.

dont let my fears come true.

2009-12-16T17:07:00.004+08:00

We can't just give up easily.
We were so happy, so contented in the past.
Whatever obstacles didnt even leave a dent on us.
When i read the archives about us, i can't help but to smile.
Everything seem so precious.
I dont want it to end. It would be such a waste.
Why must it happen now ? why must it happen at the end of the year ?
Emotions got the better of us, but its bound to happen.
We can't just give up on each other.
Temptations are so cruel nowadays
but still we can't just be sucked into deceptions.
I hope we would be alright,
i hope we would overcome this huge crack
like how we overcame others in the past.

Please God, let our friendship last peacefully..
I miss the past, i miss everything.
Hopefully by next year (in about 2 weeks' time i might add)
everything would resume back to normal..

I thought its really over for us,
i thought i should just accept the fact that i've relegated into being just a 'friend'.
But i dont think i should.
Just read the past joy about us,
you can see we were really happy.
We must not give up.

We just need time.
I'm sure everything would be alright.

kitty !

2009-12-16T10:34:00.014+08:00

I just woke up and i feel like puking.
I think i ate too much mint-chocolates yesterday :o

&
i managed to clean my messy room up ! :D
I am so gonna throttle my sister if she messes with my shelf.
i'm dead serious.

My gosh my tummy hurts now ! k back !

I dont know what i should do today,
maybe i could just ramble on and on about how bleak life is during the hols.
Actually my family could go overseas but my daddy couldnt take leave except 1-2 days leave.
I am so-oh-oh-oh sad )):
Neelam ! when will you be back !
I wanna eat macs with you -_-"

But still ..
I really look forward to weekends especially Sunday cause
i loveee attending weddings with my mum. (dad's working)
Basically because of the awesome food lah.. hehehehe.
And then we would always roam around the nearest shopping centre .. yada yada .

Sheesh !
I can't find this particular song !
K apape ..

Should i thin my thick hair ?
Or just let it grow naturally .. ?
Because im so fed up with the fact that it pulls my head when i tie it.
It is so damn heavy.
But even if i were to thin it pun, it would soon grow ..
Rebonding is a no-no though it makes me sad ):
My mum wont allow me.
She was like, "Its best to be natural.." -_- never mind.
But im so letting my fringe to grow long
so i could just tuck it behind my ears without using a hairpin.
How's that ? lol.
You know whats my plan?
I want my hair to be reallyyy long , then i would cut layers.
I think its cool. :P

....

Is it me or does almost everyone seems dead ?
Maybe they're overseas ..

its a NO.

2009-12-14T22:38:00.004+08:00

Running through, running through,
running through my head.

There's nothing at AMK. -_-"
It's a bore going there kay.
All the Nike shoes/backpacks are so .. argh.
Shoes maybe no, especially backpacks !
They're so horrendous :O
Mummy, we must go somewhere far..
Daddy, please ? ^^

Hehehehe.

Just go with the flow, go with the flow.
And everything would be fine..

2009-12-14T13:37:00.002+08:00

Going to AMKhub with my mummie later..
i need a smashing new nike backpack !
i dont care !!

Last night just got me thinking.

i gotta focus on other things now
and make the best of everything i could do while it lasts.
Im letting go everything, i dont really bother anymore..

jumbled .

2009-12-13T13:37:00.009+08:00

At Sera's house after a trip to AMKhub ..
Only 2 pictures .
hehehehheheheh

Outing with the sisters .. :D

Very vibrant picture :D

Trying hard to pluck the fake grass..
hahahhahahahaha

Stuffs we bought at Bugis street ..
I especially love Maine's heart-shaped locket necklace (:

Charmaine!

Cherie!

While waiting to go in the cinema to watch New Moon..

I dislike the ending ):
I prefer Jacob with Bella ! grr.
Gotta rate it 2/5 )):

Exploring Serangoon with Sera. LOL

At the empty roof of a carpark.
Fun ya know.

Sorry for the small pic ^^

We wanna be kids for a moment,
like when we were 9-10 year olds ..

Huge bubbles makes me go crazy.

At the carpark again .. wooo

"quick quick! pose!!!"

Byebye.
*slaps forehead*

Smile from within (:

2009-12-10T17:54:00.022+08:00

JUST LOOK AT THAT DRESSING ROOM .
- Before the make ups ..

and this is how i looked like with make up .

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Sorry that you had to scroll down madly.

I looked damn different.
Aren't my eyes big ? hehe

Crazy hairstyles.

Nadiah looks really awesome :D

Not my fault ah.

I-cha took this :)
Big shirt isnt it!

Now that's I-cha (Aisyah)
She's so gorgeous.

Random picture..

Simone, Lizz & I-Cha.

I-cha again.
Cool nickname.

Simonee!

I find this picture sexay.
HAHAHHAHA! GOSH
Thats Rauda (:

Simone, I-cha, Rauda :D

Lizz feat Nadiah
- with the costumes on

Uh-huh ..

With I-cha again .. :)

Thats Abang Ilyas.
Elyas or Ilyas?

Solihin!
Dance partnaaa. hahah

I guess we were laughing?

Let's welcome the guests with a roar!
Hahaha can't imagine that.
Credits to Kak Anis for this awesome picture. :D

KAK ANIS !! :D

Simone, Lizz, Kak Aini, Hidayah (:

Taking turns to take pictures ..

This is Khaliff :D

Kak Aini ! :D
She's so pretty.

With I-cha again! haha

Simone & I-cha.

Rauda and Kak Aini ..

Rauda, Khaliff, Kak Aini (:

Kak who ?
Is it Kak Fiza ??
Uh-oh.

Going back to school already .. );

Just like a model. hahaha

EFFING THICK MAKE UP.
My fake eyelashes has gone .. haywire . -,-

I'm so sad ! ):
Everything has ended in a blink of an eye. *sighs*
Im gonna miss every bit of this performance,
before, during, and after !
Hopefully there would be another production next year. hehe
But still, the pictures would last forever (:

This post took me 4 hours! -_-"
Tomorrow outing with da sistas :D

2009-12-09T13:28:00.000+08:00

You wanna wanna wanna see

the Smile From Within pictures ? :D

2009-12-07T21:51:00.002+08:00

See no evil, talk no evil, hear no evil ..

ROARR

Call him Ein. :D

And thats Nadiah Banana :D

Rehearsal at the republic poly was rather frightening.
The side stage was so dark.
hahahaha naaaah , maybe i was too nervous.
Why can't i for once at least feel a bit confident while performing at the actual stage?
There would always have some parts that i would forget.
Why this last minute option to rehearse at the RCC ?!?!
Its gonna be a real sad case after tomorrow ._.
No more dance trainings till next year.
NEXT YEAR = School reopens.
School reopens = EXAMS + TESTS
and the unbearable moments of memorizing GEOG, HIST AND LIT . -,-

Man !

2009-12-06T18:58:00.000+08:00

Alamaaaaaaaaak, rehearsal at republic poly tomorrow !

Final decision.

2009-12-06T11:46:00.008+08:00

I sat alone in the kitchen at night. All i could hear was the distant traffic noises and the soft monotonous whirring of the fan.

I looked out of the window, thinking about all the advices they gave me. Each totally different from one another. Lost and bewildered, i tried to think of a solution myself. But i cant. i'm really lost.

Despite the quiet atmosphere, no answer has dawned upon me yet. A flurry of thoughts just raced across my mind. Why must it happen again? Why do i sense that something's bad would happen, why do i sense that every action, seems to have its own secret intention ?

Went back to sleep. I couldn't sleep till 2am. Maybe, tomorrow morning i would realize the answer. Or maybe not.

Now..I decided, that,
imma fight for what's right.

Thanks N, S and S (:

cluck cluck .

2009-12-05T14:46:00.008+08:00

Dance was alright, getting the hang of running around already.
Nadiah would love to try the tempeyaki chicken burger, am i right ? *laughs*
Isnt she so cute ? Teriyaki, changed to tempeyaki . hahhahaha
Uh-hmm , after dance ate at a nearby hawker centre with Nadiah too ..
There's one crazy old man behind us, or in short , the Alamak~Man . -_-
He kept repeating the word Alamak and talked to himself for no reason.
Kaykay, tu je .

bye la.

Maybe tonight we can forget about it all
It could be just like heaven

I am a machine

No longer living, but just a shell of what I dreamed

wadda ?!

2009-12-04T19:52:00.003+08:00

A guy suddenly said this to me in msn :

Siao tingtong.

The moment he said that he went offline.

bullshit !

2009-12-04T19:36:00.004+08:00

I woke up moody and disgruntled .
Most of the time, in the morning if i were to wake up in that mood,
i would stare at the ceiling, or the window, or my sleeping sister, or the living room,
or .. my handphone .
I'm so .. pissed with my bleak life that seems never-ending.
Never mind, there would be dance later.
BUT, I seriously need to consume an energy pill if there's 1 . -,-
Zombie dance. hehehe .

Then ..
i was ..
quite .. dissapointed when .. ):
Haish .

Alamak i forgotten what to type already . D:
I really planned to write this something but i miraculously forgotten *slaps forehead*
MAGIC isnt it !

2009-12-03T17:31:00.001+08:00

MY ARABIC NAME : إرماليسا

cool or what ! :D

2009-12-03T11:58:00.002+08:00

All hell breaks loose.

JEEZIZ !
Next tuesday would be the actual performance !

Time flies so fast -__-"

a split personality

2009-12-03T11:23:00.011+08:00

Because at the bottom of everything,
i finally start to leave.

The solution to any problems

you've faced with anyone :

give in to the other party.

it'll work.

Just swallow the word 'unfair'

....

2009-12-02T17:47:00.003+08:00

The rehearsal was sooo awesome till i felt like crying.

...

I accidentally broke my beloved golden fan. there goes my $10 .
WELL its not really my fault !
I'm not going to pay for a new one. obviously
It was a full-dress rehearsal by the way,
and it was really chaotic changing from 1 costume to another.
It wasnt as bad as what i expected, everything somehow went rather smoothly.
minus the endless eeeeewy perspiration -___-"
Everything finally ended around 10pm.
Went home bathed , tried to sleep.
I could not even get a wink of sleep till 5am !
I'M SERIOUS .
I felt really dizzy cause i somehow felt like im dreaming about dance ..
then i mistaken my pillow as the costume ??
It was friggin scary i tell you .
Its like i'm stuck between reality and the dream.

But miraculously i managed to sleep and woke up at 2pm.

Ha.
NO DANCE TOMORROW !
hurrah !

Tired like OOPS .

Basically, you dont know a thing.
i'm really glad.

2009-11-30T19:49:00.007+08:00

everything's alright.

hearts

dont let emotions control you, thats the lesson i've learnt.

DO VISIT OUR DANCE BLOG PEOPLE !
Though its not rather active,
just stay tune for more posts k !

muacks

2009-11-30T17:29:00.023+08:00

You know what ?

Just forget it .

I regret typing "that" post .

Makes everything worse.

its fucking hard to express feelings in my very own blog.
(DRIVES ME CRAZY)

you're not supposed to read it,
so i guess its partly my fault for posting that.
I'm sorry.

2009-11-30T16:50:00.004+08:00

At the Lower Pierce Reservoir.
There's more ..
Nah !

Anyways, how do you pronounce Reservoir ?
Based on what khaliff (right?) said, its supposed to be ..
Rare-zer-var.
i usually pronounced it as rare-zer-vor. lol, kk .
Anyways the view there was breathtaking and picturesque.
You should go there, its really worth it.
Though i dont really know the way there.. Hah .

Next, i really feel like slapping my sister to nuts.
She has a wardrobe, just like a rubbish bin.
Well, replace the rubbish with clothes then .
I was searching for my tee who somehow got miraculously lost in that hellish wardrobe
by practically digging through the piles of clothes.
The clothes weren't even folded neatly !
They were just shoved inside, and that's done.
grrrrr .

Kay kay kay .

THERE WOULD BE A FULL-DRESS REHEARSAL TOMORROW !
1230am till 10pm. *shivers*

KAY BYE .
Thank you for still bothering to visit my blog.

- no mood -

2009-11-29T11:20:00.001+08:00

shush ..

2009-11-28T20:07:00.001+08:00

D E A D :O

BYE,

2009-11-27T17:46:00.001+08:00

GAH !

2009-11-26T09:22:00.003+08:00

When there's nothing to do,
grab a friend,
AND START BEING CRAZY !

A cool blog would be opened soon.
*winks*

Sorry for my absence lately,
its due to time constraint and exhaustion.
A proper post would be coming up soon, hopefully.

Take care ! muacks .
Oh, nadiah !
Should i post the other insane pictures of us ? kekeke.

Pictures

2009-11-21T21:52:00.020+08:00

Preparation before the performance.

Photoshoot 1

; Radiance of the dancers.

Solo

;Putera Sohlihin

;Putera Aidil

;Putera Khaliff

;Puteri Shafiqah

;Puteri Siti

;Puteri Simone

;Puteri Irmalisa

;Puteri Rauda

;Puteri Nadiah

Group shots.

Photoshoot 2

; The Alluring Mystique

End.

Yozie ! :P

2009-11-21T14:35:00.006+08:00

PICTURES WILL BE UP LATER .
- its with Sohlihin and Siti.
SS

Yesterday night, as you know it was the Awards Night performance.
It was a blast ! The costume was beautiful and elegant ..
but i HATE the make-up they did on me.
Seriously, my eyes are already big but yet they made my eyes bigger.
LIKE A MONSTER LAH . -,-
Maybe its to make my eyes more obvious to the audience ._.
Enough said, i made a quite a terrible mistake while performing,
that is i missed a few steps D:
Well i just put on a blank look, cause i almost stuck out my tongue. (LOL)
After this and that, ate some delicious food, such as the chocolate ice-cream puffs. mmmmm!
hahahahah, it ended around 10, and finally i head off home.
I was quite, well .. yeah quite, scared to walk across the dark carpark.
When i was braving myself to start walking across it,
suddenly Simone shouted my name. HOW HAPPY I WAS !
At least there's company. So yeah, she accompanied me to the overhead bridge.
So sweeeeeet.

My bus arrived just in time and i managed to reach home before 1030. Uhhuh ..

Ooooh,
a warm shower with your favourite music surrounding the ambiance at night is the perfect formula for a good, deep slumber. Scrubbed myself thoroughly, especially my heavily make-up face. I make sure all traces of make-up have been removed to prevent pimples from popping everywhere. Geeeez .
But ah, so refreshing . :D
- off to a deep slumber around 12+

Dance training again.

Woke up at 620am, i felt so laaaaazy to sit up and to go and bath.
Yet i forced myself, and finally felt fresh again after bathing.
I doubt i have enough sleep, cause i was really2 tired. Somehow.
Today there would be a run through with everything.

Unfortunately, the SP dancers weren't there.
The first run through wasn't as intensive as i expected.
Yet, i accidentally hit someone on the head with the golden fan during Path .___. Sorry !
But the second run through was really torturous, especially the Breeze of Love.
You wanna know why ?
We had to run around like a freak rushing against time, and mind you,
the three rounds are probably equivalent to 1 round around a stadium.
(since the actual stage would be 3 times the size of my school hall)
CAN YOU IMAGINE THAT !
We were totally drenched in perspiration soon after. Gahh.
I guess now i'm starting to dread the actual day .. O.O

Fortunately, after that, there was no more run through. Pheww.
Went home, and something unexpected happened at the bus stop.
It was a sweltering sunny day, when suddenly rain fell quite heavily.
It lasted for a few seconds.
Ni ha, ni panggilnye hujan panas tau.
~ Hujan panas, hujan paku, hujan panas, kawan akuuu~

Haha.
Homeee and yap, updating .

See ya !
Dont be naughty2. :D

a hidden love.
so deep, no one should know.

Let's get lost tonight.

2009-11-19T10:43:00.011+08:00

Yesterday
- ignore my previous emotional post . :/

Could anyone break my leg or something ?
My knee joint needs a stretch, but even after stretching vigorously, there is still no difference.
I've been squatting waaaaaaaaaay too much during dance and it hurt like fuck .
Yeah, its worth it . (emphasize on 'worth')
You know, using computer the whole day is NOT the remedy for boredom.
After much research i've done on this self-made conclusion, you should be well assured and i shall hereby announce that using computer sucks. (sometimes)
I dont know what shit i'm talking about but you get the point , am i right ? *mumbles*

Yesterday night, i've been thinking of Macs, Macs and Macs.
I miss Macdonald. I miss the fries. I miss the lively ambiance.
I miss eating there with my honeybunch.
But specifically, i just miss the food.
Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~ i'm going there with Sera today. *grins widely*
The vouchers are not to be forgotten either. *grins even widely* - ouch !
And, at the stroke of midnight, Mil smsed me for god-knows-what -,-
Actually for nothing, but yet i entertained him for a jiffy.
Soon i dont bother anymore and doze off without saying anything.
It rather pisses me off when a guy kept asking me what i'm doing at the moment.
If you think thats the way to strike a conversation, i beg to differ,
thats the way to failure and it WON'T work successfully.
That is unless the girl is nice enough to entertain you.
If not, the more you kept asking that stupid question,
the more the girl would want to avoid you.

-fastforward to morning-

I woke up feeling empty and desolated.
I was wondering how imma spend the day.
The dreadful feeling is still there, i can't shake it off.
Tried to be sad, tried to be angry, tried to be happy (impossible)
but my mind could only go blank.
There's just 1 thing i'm sure off ..

- I'm pissed with MYself for falling.

Next, i stared at the computer. Would it solve my problems?
Sat up, walked towards it. Push the power button, see it roar to life.
The screen flashed, going through everything neatly and smoothly.
Click. Waited, the Msn appeared. Typed. Logged in. Appear offline. Only 3.
Logged out back. Switched off the computer. Went back to bed.
Stared at the ceiling.
Does my life cycle like this ?

Switched on my phone, looked at the date - 19 November 2009.
The next day would be the actual Awards Night performance,
which i have the cheek to say that the whole thing about the AN performance is haywire.
I wish Abg R could be softer/gentler towards us even if we did mistakes.
Why are the boys let off so easily ?

Speaking about dance, did you know that on the day of our big3 performance,
the Smile From Within, we would have to change at the SIDE OF THE STAGE?
The changing rooms are far .. but from 1 costume to another, how troublesome can it be !
I can't imagine changing like a lunatic in the darkness, banging into one another
and the constant fear of the another sexuality coming in accidentally !
And also plus the fear of not being able to change completely,
plus the fear of hair props that would be somehow destroyed,
plus the supa uncomfortable perspiration.
How worse can it be ?!

Okay, off the dreadful topic.
I was having a terrible tummyache just now.
I kept answering the nature's call multiple times.
Could it be the fault of the mini feast that i cooked yesterday? Possible.
I left an egg carelessly at the table yesterday,
and it rolled off and broke.
The yolk stared hard at me. Yellow, round thing.

Even after typing all this down,
i still can't shake the feeling off.
I dont want to be affected, please god,
help me forget all this .

I MUST STOP THINKING ABOUT THIS .

spiralling out of control

2009-11-18T21:24:00.009+08:00

I'm so pissed with myself,
how could i think or feel THAT WAY !
I mean, its so foolish of me. SO SO FOOLISH OF ME .

damn .
I'm trying very hard now.
I MUST DISMISS ALL THIS THOUGHTS .
I dont know why i suddenly felt like crying ?
I dont know why i felt so .. different .

HOW COULD I .

i hate this feeling.
i hate this feeling.
go away.

Thanks Neelam,
your words always cheer me up.
Realization would always dawn upon me
when i confide in you.

*screams

a stupid thing to do .
Nobody's wrong here.
shut the f up

Sometimes, oh sometimes.

2009-11-17T18:31:00.008+08:00

Just like my guiding light.

Hahahahah finally , a day spent well :D

Well, basically, today rocks.
Dance was not as hectic as what i expected, it was rather smooth.
Isnt that so so so so cool ? LOL
I was in a rather good mood today for no apparent reason
& they finally knew that i'm not good in pronouncing 'R' . :/
Yes, i'm pelat. Sad isnt it ? D;
Especially SOHLIHIN LAH ! -,-
- I tell you ah , its not funny ah .
Besides, Nadiah was in a flirty mode just now, kan kan kan :D
Sini hot laah, situ hot laah, apa-apa sahaja semua hot. Ehwa ehwaaa.
hehehehehhe. I think i would be dead meat now. *sticks out tongue*
AND !
Yeap - anddd,
the formation for The Heritage and Path has finally completed. *pumps fist in the air*

YES-ZAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

But Path it was rather messy though, lol .
Then, there would be Breeze of Love tomorrow .. aww ..

Not the end yet, though.
Cikgu Nad advised us to rest more ..
& hell yeah , im resting really well now.
With the cooling rain and wind whistling through my room,
and enjoying a chocolate ice-cream cake ..
WHAT MORE CAN I ASK ? :D

1 more thing,
did you know there's this guy who sucks to the core?
His ass should get stuck up by a frigging stick man,
oh wait, he already has.
Learn some manners, will ya ?
Moronic sucker !

trembling hands

2009-11-16T15:14:00.009+08:00

Heyyo.

Have you peeled onions/garlic/gingers/potatoes before?
It's a frigging hell of torture :|
But i'm getting the hang of peeling onions plus garlic ^^
Gingers & potatoes suck. Seriously.
I was probably using all my willpower just tryna slice the skin of 1 potato.
My mum was like, "Just slice the skin off like how you slice the mango,"
But MUM, potato is not as soft as a mango okay !
I bet i took 1 whole hour just to complete slicing or peeling or whatever it is the skin of the potatoes.
Ish. Gingers ? DONT REMIND ME .
It could be my handpower (?) or the knife or me at fault -,-

I dont know why the heck i posted about this but who in the world cares ?
Dance tomorrow , woohoo .
I'm starting again i know.

8 till 5 , 8 TILL 5, 8 TILL 5, 8 TILL 5, 8 TILL 5.

Its rather late ..

2009-11-15T19:00:00.003+08:00

I shall update with a smile.

Lo and behold,
yesterday was hilarious :D

After dance, we as in the whole malay dance crew went to the foodcourt at Amkhub.
Me, being slow as usuaaaal, didn't know a thing about the foodcourt :/
Like serious shiat !
At least i learnt something new, right ? lol -,-
We ate some desserts, and Aidil made a "fantastic" mix of ice-kachang, cheng-tng, iced jelly, fried rice (to add more spice) and much more, i guess ?
Damnn disgusting i tell you.
It tasted like ketchup to me . hoho

Uhhuh, we played some fun games ..
then ..

OKAY I'M MAD TIRED NOW ,
please REFER to NADIAH's blog .

Sorry lol !
& im not smiling anymore .
*sulks*

Kay i know this is so abrupt but i'll stop now , see ya peeps.

muacks

2009-11-13T20:42:00.011+08:00

I dont need to rely on you all the time,
thats just downright stupid.
You should know that.

Hell-yeah. :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY THAIPUSSAM !

LOVE YA !

SORRY THOUGH FOR THE LATE WISH :/

MAY YOU BECOME MORE SEXIER IN THE FUTURE .

DO BEAR THAT IN MIND . :P

loveloveloveloveloveloveya Neeeeelam :D

-sorry for being sick !
Nah i doubt u would be offended, right :P

Simple like shiaat.

2009-11-11T11:12:00.012+08:00

If i've got nothing to say, i would have got nothing to post.
Besides, posting everything about dance would bore you to tears, i guess.
Yah, basically, i would always post about dance
cause most of the time i went for dance training. (obvious enough?)
Its always the same thing, ya know, very intensive and vigorous.
What to expect ?
We've got a performance on 20 & 28 November,
Awards Night and Amksian Showcase respectively.
And lastly on the 8 Dec, the Smile from Within, the big big big performance.
AND, every time after each dance training, i would be really dead beat
and would slowly segue off to sleep, forgetting everything.
Oh, im currently so fed up with myself for forgetting the sequence of The Heritage.

*silence*

So ..
I would probably not update regularly unless i've got something exciting to share. lol !

Goodbye!
Spread da love.

2009-11-09T18:25:00.006+08:00

Ghastly

Hello ho!
Today, um, well ..
I went to Geylang with my mum. Mummy's girl, hahha.
Bought a suit in preparation for the Hari Raya Haji . lol !
So yeap, thats all ..
& there's dance tomorrow !

Intensive, stressful.. but fun .

Gah .

7:50PM;

I was just like a walking volcano just now,
bursting at every tiny stuffs.
Finally cooling down.
Very lucky indeed.
urgh.

2009-11-08T12:54:00.003+08:00

Would you rather live a lie ,
or face the truth even if it hurts to know?
Once slapped,
its either you dissolve into a puddle or
you lift your face up for more.
Would you just give up easily ?

Don't.

ultra love :D

2009-11-08T12:10:00.008+08:00

Nothing beats having a jocund company by your side (:

Thats when happiness always begins.

Finally the examinations has ended , phewwwww .
Im gonna miss Sera . ):
But its okay, i know we would last forever . \m/
I lovelovelove ya .

- OFF to Amkhub later !
With my mummeh .
hohoho.

Just who are you ?
I dont know you .

2009-11-07T17:14:00.008+08:00

Praying hard , hoping nothing bad would happen .
Drifting & drifting away ,
what's becoming of us ?

Hoping against hope.
I just hope you'll realize everything before i change my mind .

Let silence reign,
& may i feign ignorance.

sore bootlicker you :P

2009-11-07T16:24:00.006+08:00

Inspired by Vanessa , actually . :D
NOTHING TO DO so camwhore la .
Cute yang tak menjadi,
tsk3.
*shakes head*
-,-

Finalleh theres no dance tomorrow , so yeah relaxed a bit . :D
Ya know , yesterday was one hardcore unlucky day .
In the morn' , while i was bathing , a fxzking disgusting COCKROACH landed on my feet !
I mean , the cockroach fell from above ?
And fell on my head .. then slide down to my chest + tummy .. toot .. FEET ?!?!
HOLY MUTHA SHOOT !
I felt so dirty , man . Dx
&&&, throughout the whole dance i was sooo blur .
Gahh *slaps forehead*

Whereas for today , there was nothing much .
Just as usual .

...

So ..

Thats all .
Bye ~~bitch~~ ! :D

Stop denying the fact

2009-11-06T18:37:00.002+08:00

Im gonna sleep early, soon .

Get ready .

F - WORD alert . bah

2009-11-05T18:35:00.004+08:00

Today started and ended with a fucking moody atmosphere.

Firstly, it was raining heavily in the morn' ,
& the moment i reached a block which was quite a distance away from my house,
I opened the umbrella, & .. GUESS WHAT ?
The umbrella broke, just like that .
It broke with a fucking awesome noise , prak !
I had to walk back to my house just to get a new umbrella.
When i was walking under the heavy rainfall, my umbrella ALMOST got blown away,
resulting in me getting drenched ALMOST to the core.
Gah !
It seriously doesnt help the moment i reached school !
But at least Nadiah accompanied me to the dance room bare-footed ? ^^
Thats the happy part , k fine .
It was , seriously , fucking torturous going up and down the stairs .
I'm god damn serious .
Then, the instructors came and we had some warm-ups .. the usual .
We practiced the first item - The Heritage .
Abg R scolded us as in the girls just because our line wasnt straight ,
scolded us here and there and whatever shits .
He didnt even scold the boys ,
but the worst part was when he taught us new steps during the 2nd item.
The 2nd item involved using the golden fans, yah .

He was expecting us to remember all the fucking new steps
after he demonstrate for like 2-3 times ?
And then he got fucking pissed off the moment we didnt get the fucking steps right ?
How the fuck are we supposed to memorize all those new steps in like , a few minutes ?
He even had the cheek to compare us with the boys , which was so fucking unfair ?
The boys , they include 4 well professional dancers of Abg R ?
Whereas the girls , we were not really that well-experienced ?
What the fuck is wrong with him ?
If hes in a fucking bad mood why must he vent his anger on the girls instead ?
Its no use complaining now maybe thats the way he is when hes in bad mood .
Fucking biased person .

But never mind ! never mind .
We must endure .
Its not like we can do anything now ,
probably its natural for him to be really agitated .
We have to respect and understand him. *rolls eyes
I went back home feeling really weak and moody . Sheesh

Now , i dont even feel enthusiastic anymore for dance .
Well, i dont know .
But still ..

We have to . :/

This post is kinda haywire .

2009-11-04T20:28:00.006+08:00

Some random photos taken . bla

Okay i managed to get outta my hsh today..
Went out with Neelam to Amkhub .
The day was sweltering hot man, damn the weather .
Im trying to stop using the F word now i dont wanna make myself silly .
I was perspiring like some lunatic who had completed a 1km race or sth .
Anywaaaaaays, it was one big relief the moment the bus reached Amkhub,
the cooling feeling was oh-so-good. lol !
I called Neelam frantically , i was like um , shouting to her where i was , then ,
Well she finally found me laaaaa , and then we um went to buy the necessities .. *winks
Ate at banquet and saw 'them' , you know them , that makes Neelam high ?
HAK - HAK - HAK !

Well before that, Neelam's shoe sole got accidentally peeled off by some unknown force,
resulting in her dragging herself to Banquet like one ... cool person. LOL
I forced her to buy a $1 superglue :D
I'm soooooo nice . xD hahahhahah what da hell

We went back to Amkhub .. slacked at one cool corner . lol
Thats all, la ?

Okay to make this post complete, we went back home after that .
TA - DAAAAA ~
hahhahahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahhaha.

Alamak dance esok .
Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah~
Tahan girl tahan .
It doesnt seem to do any good, though .

2009-11-03T21:58:00.005+08:00

YOU'RE JUST A JERK WHO PLAYS WITH GIRLS' FEELINGS .
F--K YOU ONE DAY IM SURE YOUR GF WOULD SEE THAT
TRUE HORRIBLE COLOURS OF YOURS.

DAMN IT STOP BEING A DICKHEAD AND FLIRT .

YOU'RE JUST ONE HORRIBLE CHEAP PIECE OF DIRT .

idiot !

how could you bloody hell treat your gf liddat ?!
WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND !

f--k you f--k you f--k you .

SHIT LA SHIT

2009-11-03T21:50:00.004+08:00

Dance dance dance .
Its a mix of emotions . lol
Stressful PLUS fun . well somehow .
My feet, no .. MY TOES HURT badly .
Its like a stinging pain, you know ? WHAHAHHAHA
I'm so weak, right .

THERES NOTHING TOMORROW .

Gah im dying but at the frigging same time i dont bother to move my ass outta this home sweet home of mine . hak. hak. hak.

Lazy to the core.

Holidays are a real bore you know .
Of course.

Just lick the wall infront/beside/behind you .
that will do.

=_____________=

2009-11-02T16:15:00.004+08:00

The day's being moody .
I wanna go out OUT OUT OUT .
But damn the day's moody .

I dont know whats with moody part but whatever.
I'm so pissed off lah .

At least theres dance tomorrow.
I bet its gonna be hell.

2009-11-01T21:11:00.001+08:00

KIDS NOWADAYS ARE SO FXXKING DARING,

shame on you !

pitter patter, boom boom!

2009-11-01T15:20:00.002+08:00

Alright, first thing first. heh
Today, i forced myself to wake up, man,
my bed's too comforting .. In the end i was woken up by my mom.
Lol i know this part is so irrelevant.
Had a religious school exam today, or the PSLE of my religious school.
You know, its not strict at all.
We were allowed to sit with our friends, but different papers.
But still, when the teacher is gone, immediately there was a small chaos.
Heeee, it was a happy examination :D
Then, Sera and I went back home through our usual route ..
But it was kinda, no, totally, disrupted by a fallen branch . :O
Maybe it was due to the heavy downpour yesterday
with strong thunder and supabright lightnings all around,
thus the tree was strucked by a lightning and it broke,
then BAM !
Unfortunately, i did not hear a thing, so yeah, im so sad. -,-

So, Sera and I decided to .. well, literally crawl through a tiny passage .
Not really crawl, no no no, we bend our backs .
Its kinda scary y'know, because i was half-expecting a bird to jump out or insects to bite me.
LOL .
But still it was funnnnnnnnnn,
and Sera took a picture right when i was going through the small opening.

I dont know whats with the blurry effect there,
you dont need to rub ya eyes. woo .

YAYYYYYY !!

SERA OFFICIALLY OWNS A BLOG . \m/

I'm supposed to help her with her blogskin
and she wanted to go to my house to update her blog..
maybe tomorrow ?
Hopefullyyy D:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY tetek !

2009-10-31T16:40:00.016+08:00

All those times we spent together, i will never forget them.
We argued and laughed over silly things,
and we've learnt a lot from each other.
Through thick and thin, we went through everything.

I have no idea what to say,
but i think i just wanna say that i appreciate all those stuffs
that you have done for our friendship.
And also, you're the greatest horny-twin ever.
LOL.

muaaaaaaaaacks !
MAY OUR FRIENDSHIP STAY STRONG ALWAYS.
woo !! hahahhaha
*headbang*

&.....

(jengjengjengjenggggggg)

May Allah bless you with happiness and success in whatever you do,
and the never-ending love between you guys.
cheyy . hahhaha

oh oh and stay horny forever .
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAA.

psst~
Your present is a kiss from me .

Something like that .
Nak tak ? xD

(:

2009-10-29T21:32:00.006+08:00

Everything would be so history.

A new start,
refresh everything.
- & it starts all over again.

Time flies so quickly,
i doubt i'll miss anyone cause i'll be meeting Pisang thrice a week,
and maybe there would be an outing with my honeybunch.
But there's one thing im sure of,
i'll miss my class, the naggy teachers, the stressful period.
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.
Nah . Its best to avoid . lol .

Anyways, same as Nadiah,
i am so gonna miss 2009.
The ups and downs , everything has well passed,
and so its history.

OH HELLO, the new Sec 1s batch. :D

- Oh its not the end of 2009 yet.

DANCE DANCE.

2009-10-29T20:52:00.002+08:00

"One of the days when Nadiah and I played in the rain."
- Wait, more like a drizzle.

School was as usual, except the fact that today is the LAST (last-last-last) day of school.
Did some cleanings in class, swept the floor and scrubbed the desk hard.
There was an abundance of time left thereafter and i slacked with Nee throughout.
It was so funny, mann.
We talked about breastfeeding. haaaaa.
Aren't we so sick ? I guess so, but for the sake of killing boredom.

Alright, snap the thoughts out of the sick topic.
Anyways after school, we went to PHS again, but sadly, he wasnt there.
Or maybe not, cause we weren't as daring as yesterday.
Moreover the school seemed empty
and the security guard were like scrutinizing our every move.
I bet he was wondering why the heck we are there.
Uh-huh, we went to Macs, yep i know - again, and i saw them.
Yeah them and Nadiah and Neelam were like laughing their asses off
due to my expression . -,-

So .. yeah .
After that, nadiah and i went back to school for dance,
well again we were the earliest as usual ..
But heyyyyyyyy a new instructor came . ;D
Hellaaa, HE'S SIZZLING HOTTTTTT .
HAAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA, nadiah agree even more.
He's kind of a person who loves black i guess. lol-
Overall during the dance, everything was so relaxed .
But oh-horror, the next few weeks would be packed with dance, dance, dance.
Majority of the days would be from 9am till 5pm, and if there are no problems,
they would probably extend the timing till wth-10pm .
But i doubt that would happen laa, it's so late.

Gah. School's over, but oh fook , there's still maths assignments.
But there's like 2 months of hols ?
It's more than enough to complete the measly assignments..
BUT!
I dont care , hah.

add in to the list of awesome days.

2009-10-28T16:58:00.010+08:00

HEH-LO !

Today was awe-awe-awe-awesome to the core.
Yeah i know my list of awesome days are seriously long, i guess im lucky.
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Firstly, the start of today wasn't that awesome cause it was sports day.
A pathetic sports event man. PATHETIC,
and i had to sit directly infront of the merciless glaring sun.
I thought i would faint any second, cause the moment i looked at my handphone clock,
there was still 2-3 hours to go. Wtf.
But still, Neelam and i managed to sneak right back at the end of the row of seats.
Like finally, a cooling atmosphere than a sweltering one.
We managed to call out to Nurul, and then Nadiah.
Most of the time we slacked throughout and talked silly/dirty stuffs.
Hell yeah, throughout the whole event was a blast, ha-ha-ha, we dont really give a damn.
In our own sweet world.

A candid one.

:D HAAAAHAAAAA.

Our sexy butts. LOL

After the event, Nurul went back to school thus Nadiah, Neelam and I decided to go to Macs.
However, we were quite disrupted when we almost reached the bus stop
when the mighty o'PREBYSTERIAN HIGH loomed ahead of us.
Thoughts of mischief immediately flashed upon my mind when i glanced cunningly at Neelam.
*wink wink

Me, Nadiah.

"EH NADIAH LETS GO TO THAT SCHOOL TO SEARCH FOR ______!!!"
"OKAY SET AH !"

Neelam "EH NO NO !!!!"

Nadiah and i briskly walked towards that school with Neelam tagging miserably behind us.
Okay lets use the word Sha to replace the blank space.

"SHA !! OI SHA !!! COME OUT NOW SHA !!!!!!!!" - Nadiah and I

We were screaming like hooligans outside the school, hahhahahahhaha.
Poor Neelam, her whining were proved useless as we continued screaming.
Since our screaming were rather futile, we decided on Plan B.
That is, to ask random pupils.

Us, the random pupils.

"Eh excuse me, excuse me, do you know who is Sha ? - "
"Uh, which Sha ? The sec 1 ??"
"Uh yeah yeah the sec 1,"
"Uhhhhh the short one or the tall one ???"

We were dumbfounded for a jiffy.
I shot back,

"THE SHORT ONE SHORT ONE !!!"
"Uhhh i dont know le..."

We did that for like a few times
when finally Nadiah noticed a guy peeping at us from the backgate
with his mouth wide open .
I'm sure a fly could fly in his mouth any moment, no kidding.
To our surprise, that guy was actually Sha.
Neelam's expression was priceless.

Us, Sha, Neelam, Me, Nadiah.

"Eh who are you ah ?"
"Hiiiiii~ are you sha ?"
"Yeah, who are you ???"
"Oh we're just reporters from the prebysterian high ..
eh eh i mean amkss.." - spluttered neelam.
"eh seriously how do you know me sia ? Facebook ah ?"
"No laaaaa, we're just stalkers, " - nadiah said quickly while we tried to run off.
He chased us .
"HUHH ?!! what soccer ????" - Stalker, equal to soccer ? LOL
"STALKERS LAH !" *burst out laughing*
"Whats your name ah ?"
"SYAFIQAH, Nadiah, Lizz-sa," -
I said Lizz but Nadiah suddenly interrupted with a 'sa' behind. HA
Neelam's new name is Syafiqah by the way. :P
"Oh okay how do you know me siaa.. "
"Ummm well we gotta go now bye bye !!" - while rushing off towards the traffic light.
"EH EH EH !! WHERE DO YOU LIVE AH ?? " - Why the hell must he know our address?
"UHHH SOMEWHERE IN SINGAPORE !! " - Nadiah screamed back .
"OI YOU GOING TO THE MRT STATION AH ?? " - dont tell me he wanna be a stalker.

WE BURST OUT LAUGHING INSTANTANEOUSLY .
I mean isnt that so funny ? The questions were like so unexpected.
I pity you Neelam, at least hes cute . HAHAHAHHA
Anyways off we went to Macs, still laughing about the Sha incident,
man its totally unforgettable and Neelam's expression was so DAMN priceless.
At Macs, there was nothing much to say except recollecting about the Sha incident.
I toldcha its hard to forget !
And then we decided to prank call people .
God, i tell ya , to prank call is indeed fun but you gotta bear the unexpected consequences.
We pranked the someone, a frigging fierce someone,
and he asked nadiah who she is , included with expletives.
DUDE CONTROL YOUR MOUTH ! Urgh .
But overall it was kinda scary especially neelam's .. ooooooh . LOL
There was an unexpected message from nadiah's-you-know-who which i shant elaborate.
So yeah the moment we were tired of pranking people we decided to take pictures ?

In a dilemma whether to use hers or my phone.

AHHHH ! my baby ! my baby !!
IM IN PAIN !!
Nadiah : HELP ME !!
HAHAHAHAH WHAT THE HELL !

The definition of sister love . <3>

Credits to Neelam for this beautiful picture.
Mind the supa-poor quality though. (:

I love my Tetek and my Thaipussam , hip hip hurray !
Tomorrow we're game to visit PH again . YAYYY .

Neelam get ready :D

same o'blog song.

2009-10-27T19:50:00.004+08:00

OH YEAH PEOPLE ,

do think of my sister as a bitch.
I hate her oh so fucking much.

She thinks its fun to play with people's heads.

dumbfuck.
And yet, she blames other people.

HAHAHA.

shits .

2009-10-27T18:09:00.003+08:00

Okay hello . *in an awkward manner

Today, there's an excursion.
Well we went to Sembawang Country Club.
Duh, to play GOLF .
It was fun, by the way, and so not boring. :D
Pictures are with Sefah. So yeah, wait .

There's nothing much to say, but playing golf is not as easy as it seems.
I'm really serious, you really gotta depend on your eyesight (somehow) and accuracy.
And I managed to hit the ball like, 20-30m away ? -,-
Pathetic i know !
& I especially love the scenery there, like a countryside.
But still pictures are with Sefah.
I cant be bothered to take pictures, lol .

Thinking back,
Its really fortunate for us to learn how to play golf,
considering the fact that to take up a golf lesson would cost $800 - $1000. WOW .
By why golf is so expensive?
I really wonder. hahahahha lame.

Besides that, I CANT WAIT FOR TOMORROW ! - Sports Day.
Hahhahaha , its not gonna be fun anyway im not even participating in any races. -,-

Life can't get any better.
Im sure the whole event would take eons .
Urgh.

Extrashit.

Holidays are not fun at all.
I hate holidays, but at the same time i hate school. How ?
Is there anything that can neutralize this sitch ?
Shit im talking shit .
NEUTRALIZE - how clever. ha.

2009-10-26T20:38:00.001+08:00

Having a terrible headache right now,
i'm so sure my head would burst any moment. D:
You could just go to pisang's blog to read the updates.

Im so tired, and im losing the zest for blogging.
My god this aint gooooooood.

blah.

2009-10-25T17:26:00.001+08:00

I slept for 4 frigging hours just now.
Yeah thats all for today.

Bye.

Life's a f---ing bore. :/

Ha. ha. ha. ha.

2009-10-24T19:57:00.008+08:00

Oh well, today i went to Changi Beach with my dearest mum and granny.
There was nothing much, just enjoying the beautiful scenery.
I saw naked people, okay almost naked people.
And aeroplanes. *WHEEEEESH*

LOL .

2009-10-22T21:16:00.002+08:00

WHAT KIND OF A RINGTONE IS THAT ?

To make breasts bigger ?
TOP HIT IN JAPAN LEH !

TOP HIT !

what the fuck .

HAHAHHAHAHAHA.

ROJAK POST .

2009-10-21T17:43:00.006+08:00

MY GOD .

Nadiah and Neelam taught me supanew stuffs.
About sex.

I AM SO SHOCKED .

And its NO wonder that nadiah is horny .

SORRY .

i'm too open.

But seriously, both of them talked about p---- ..

AH .

Like nadiah said, my mind have been totally corrupted thanks to them.

USHHH .

what the heck .

I dont know why im leaving so much space .

i dont care .

By the way they "helped" me sms 2 peeps .

hehe . thank you guys .. LOL .

actually it helped a lot , though .

hahah .

kay bye .

I just realized they're hornier than me .

HAHAHA what the heck !

GO TO NADIAH'S BLOG FOR MORE .

2009-10-19T12:33:00.002+08:00

Oh man,

I don't know.

In a frigging big

dilemma.

BIG,

DILEMMA.

Die, die .

bishh .

-,-

Bye.

2009-10-18T19:05:00.000+08:00

hahaha f--- wannabes :D

Food paradise

2009-10-17T20:58:00.005+08:00

Mouth-watering, isnt it?
My bro works part-time at Cedele Bakery
and he managed to bring all this awesome foodies home.
You know what would happen if he didnt ?
ALL THE FOOD WOULD BE THROWN AWAY,
What a waste!

Today was very much bleak and boring.
I've been anxious all day long for no reasons.
Even though exams are over and there are no homework,
i felt nervous all over.
I can't even relax peacefully.
Using the computer just gave me headache,
and i would just lie down on my bed and stare at the ceiling aimlessly.
LIFE'S A BORE.
Sometimes, i wish problems would arise in my life.
My life is too .. well , full of happiness and contentment.
Well i should be blessed, but i want some challenges too.
Maybe, in the future, there would be some ..
Hopefully. OBVIOUSLY THERE WOULD.

Man ..
i'm still restless.
I've not been using vulgarities for quite a long time.
I've been tempted to !
But i guess its best NOT to.
Damn it.

And i wanna trim my hair, again.
In a dilemma though, i dont wanna spoil my hair.
My hair's thick.
Its trueeeee, the moment i was out of my mother's womb,
a thick batch of hair was already on my head.
Well that was what my mom said.
MIGHT AS WELL CUT MY HEAD BOTAK RIGHT ,
and go meditate at the corner of my room . -,-
OKAY, whatever ! [W]
I might just have to wait.
GAH I HATE WAITING but theres no choice.

MY LIFE IS SO DULL .

-especially without my honeybunch.

woopeedaa

2009-10-16T21:13:00.003+08:00

I TOLD CHA ,

In our case,

we really, like seriously, define

INSANITY .

Hahahaha , Simone was watching us . LOL!

- What the hell is wrong with my hair ?
HAHAHAHA .
I think it was because of the physical activities with Nadiah on the beanbag.
*winks*

HAHAHAHHAAAHAHHAHA.
Aren't we sick ? :P

DRUMROLLLL

2009-10-16T19:22:00.020+08:00

WARNING - OVER-AMOUNT OF PICTURES.

Alah gerek pe banyak-banyak, jangan nak tipu tak suka ah :P
That day is officially one of the awe-awe-awesomest day in my 13 years of life.
I love my honeeeeeybunch ! :D

Lo and behold,
jengjengjengjeng...

ON THE WAY TO MY HOUSE

At the bus stop :)

Ehh cool expressions ah.
I guess mine's the craziest,
tak tentu arah. -,-

Lisaa, Nurwrul, Nadiah (Si Tetek Kesayanganku ^^)

Lisa feat Nurul oi ! haha!

FIRST (eh actually 2nd) STOP,
MY PLACE. :D

Oomph, oomph, oomph.
*Nadiah got caught, teeheeeeeee*

My babes. :D

Us la, who else?

NEXT STOP , NURUL'S HOUSE !
-the gerek part

Si Pantat dan Si Tetek :D
Eee, tak betul ah.

I SWEAR NURUL'S HOUSE IS DAMN NICE.
Hahaha this picture is so cute.

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT ?
There's even a beautiful fountain in her house.
Gorgeous i must say !
The fountain la, oh and us too . HAHHAHA.

And ..

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I did something unexpected with her.

CLICK TO VIEW !
- Disgusting or cool ? HAHHAHA
First time oi !
And boy aint she violent at times. hahah!

I was going crazy after the unexpected act.
Look ! Nadiah was turned on . LOL !

Okay , really crazy.
I dont know whats with Nadiah already. o,o

BUT STILL IN THE END ,
we're okay ..
or so . :B

Nadiah: "ummmm, the kuih makmur is nice,
i think it is made up of tepung + flour + susu .. "
Shamilah: "Tepung is flour,"
I burst out laughing.

ON THE WAY TO DEENEEEEE'S HOUSE!

At the playground,
hahahha Nadiah was so funny at that time.
Shan't elaborate :D

Its making us addicted. MY GOD .
Alah katakan sisters, siapa heran ? xD

Aint this picture sweeeet ?
I love my Tetek Kesayaaaanganku.
Its her you doofus.
Ya la i know you know.
K shut up im talking to myself.

SO SAD DIDNT TAKE PICTURES AT DINIE'S HOUSE .. );
Never mind, theres still next year . woohoo.
&&&&,
Dinie's mum is seriously an AWESOME COOK .
The spaghettis are DELICIOUS.
To the extent that Elyas gobbled up the whole plate,
leaving us dumbfounded . o,o

ON THE WAY TO SHAMILAH'S HOUSE
-IN THE BUS.

Nasaa. :D
2nd shot
SHAMILAH AND NADIAAAH. :DD

NEXT - SHAMILAH'S HOUSE!

Hahahha gambar nice ah .
cheyyy~

Oh before that, we ate again at her house.
Man we were so full to the brim!
And, SHAMILAH'S HOUSE HAS 2 LIVING ROOMS YOU KNOW ,
How cool !
The one above is the 2nd living room, complete with a hugeass TEEVEE.

I LOVE THIS PICTURE!

I looked drunk. o,o

ROCK ONNN !

NEXT - AT THE PLAYGROUND, ON THE WAY TO

ELYAS'S HOUSE.

Hhahahhaha!
The drama mamas - Prince tryna save the Princess.
Obvious kan -,- lamak cepuk muka baru tahu.
HAHAH k i dont dare .
*shame shame.

Sayaaaaaaaaaang dia <3>

2nd shot

3rd shot.
OKAY i wanna kiss her again .
HAHAH WHAT THE HELL.

THE LAST FEW PICTURES.

Nadiah feat Dinie.

Lisa feat Dinie.

Lisa feat Shamilalalah :D

PICTURE OF THE DAY.
Sayang banyak2. ^^

ON THE WAY TO AMKHUB .

OH YEAHH,
We went to Amkhub for a jiffy because ..
Nadiah and I wanted to do a dare.
The dare was to scream "YO WHATS UP!" to any stranger,
not old people la, only the teenagers,
AND PUNCH THE STRANGER.

But we did not managed to .
Sad kan. LOL

Well thats all i guess,
hope you enjoyed every single bit of this post .
hahahahhaa .

Jalan rayaaaa

2009-10-13T22:32:00.002+08:00

The rest of the pictures will be uploaded soon.
My hand's gonna break!

-Oh, expect some .... pictures.
Nadiah, you know what i mean..

*winks*

- unintended.

2009-10-12T16:02:00.004+08:00

Everything would be so history.

Lets make pictures alive. :D

2009-10-12T15:35:00.003+08:00

"SHAKE IT, SHAKE IT-SHAKE IT! "

Exams are so over,
but results are so not.

Burning radio, golden smoke.

2009-10-10T22:46:00.007+08:00

Just went out shopping with ma mum and sister.
I brought 100 bucks, and i've spent them all on 2 items.
Yeah a friggin, measly 2 items.
But still, it was worth it. ^^
And i finally bought a pair of Lee Cooper shoes!
Yessaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

Gray color is awesome to the core like hell-yeah. \m/

Hahahaha, goodbye suckers. :P
Kidding.

I think im going for
oldies-type of songs.

AWESOME.

Well, this moment of time only, i guess.
ha. ha. ha. ha.

Insanity is fun.

2009-10-10T11:21:00.005+08:00

"The day Nadiah and I climbed the stairs with our legs intertwined,"

It was so tiring and not to mention, SCARY.

2009-10-09T22:07:00.002+08:00

Hello.

CHERIE IS CURRENTLY A HOT PINK COLOURED , CHERRY-

FLAVOURED CANDY FLOSS .

LISA IS CURRENTLY A BANANA FLAVOURED LOLLIPOP .

WHICH IS ALSO NAMED LOLLISA .

YUJUN IS MANGO ICE BLEND BUBBLE TEA .

:D

from cherryfloss darl.

2009-10-09T19:34:00.002+08:00

"One of the days spent with Nurul and Huixian to her senior's house,"

Do me a favour

2009-10-09T18:36:00.012+08:00

The last paper, on Monday.
Ohmyshoot, the exam papers are hard like , frigging hard. Okay whatever. I'm really sure that i would flunk my Maths terribly. Really terribly.

Awesome or what.
And throughout the Geography paper,
i've been racking my brain trying to remember all the stuffs that i've studied. The moment the paper was on my desk, all the stuffs that i've memorized just vanished. POOF . Like serious shit, i've been perspiring throughout the the paper. I think im gonna flunk Geography too. Wow. The mapwork was so , so , so , complex.

Even though the last paper would be on Monday,
i guess the happiness and relief would be short-lived.

The results would be enough to make your life hell.
Okay exaggeration.
Haish, i am so dead. Mampz, memang mampz. (Mampus)
Somehow Inspired by the never-ending word 'Boomz' being used all over in Singapore. -,-
Yeah it makes no sense. Mampz, boomz. MEREPEK.
Thanks to Ris Low, oh yeah i couldnt be bothered.

EH - NEE - WAYS ,

I am sure that nobody would read this post anymore, i've been absent for days ^^
Hah never mind.
And i've got a frig huge amount of photos that are overdue.
Hahahhahahahahahahahha.
And, I must gain my zest for blogging again. I must.

Extrashit.

Alamak, people should stop being jealous of one another.
Its stupid. -.-
Because of jealousy, their hearts turned cold
and would resort to mean ways just to
intentionally hurt the feelings of the people they're jealous of.
Get the feeling off, people.
It aint good and its downright useless.
And childish! -__-

I'll be back.

2009-09-29T18:16:00.002+08:00

"So long, and goodbye."

Sorry for wasting your time.
Lucks for EOY (:

Selamat Hari Raya

2009-09-20T21:19:00.004+08:00

its clickable, so you dont have to squint your eyes. :D
SPOT ME !
I'll give you a prize - a kiss. HAHA kidding.
Whaaaaaatever.

Cousins ! muacksmuacksmuacks.

There are hell-lot of pictures,
one picture every post okay ? :D
Nyahahahahhahaha.
You gotta wait for like a month to expect a new post.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI SEMUA ! :D

Its because today is a special day,
so its no wonder that i should post. ^^
Byeee.

2009-09-14T20:18:00.013+08:00

"Get out of my way, get out of my way, "

View shoutbox

garlics

2009-09-12T16:21:00.005+08:00

Slicing off onions and garlic are my worst nightmare,
but this time i offered to help my mum cause boredom rules the day. :/
I didnt expect my fingers to feel, how do i say, stinging. Yeah, stinging.
But overall it was fun, actually.
And i managed to accidentally cut myself on the thumb. God.
And,
Do dogs have a huge bladder or something ?
Cause wherever i go, once i saw a dog, it would run to the trees and pee.
The next moment it would run to the lamp post and pee.
And then the next it would run to a fence and pee.
And everywhere it pees.
Pee pee ~~stands for pencepuk pantat~~ pee pee.
Weird, i wonder how colossal the dogs' bladders are.

And do you know, from what my sister intellectually told me,
we are currently using 10% of our brain power,
as in studying, memorizing, solving complex problem sums..
If we were to use 100% of our brain power,
we could bend a metal spoon if we stare hard at it.
Can you believe it?
Cool !

And, Monday is coming.
ITS REALLY COMING, its coming near.
Nearer, and nearer, and then it will explode.
Boom ! kebang ! boom !
Okay that is bullshit.

Anyways, i shall be off now.
See ya,
and study hard !

2009-09-12T10:25:00.003+08:00

OH YEAH AND SYAFIQAH TOO !

*referring to the post below

When boredom strikes,

2009-09-11T20:39:00.010+08:00

Laugh ! Laugh ! Laugh !
You're supposed to laugh damn it.
I know , i looked so bloody weird, and i like it. hehe
I'm daring okay!

Right now im enjoying my fruitilicious bubbletea, oh yaaaa~

Her toot is as sexy as my toot.
Dedicated to nadiah. *winks back

I DARE NADIAH SHAMILAH AND CHERIE

TO TAKE WEIRD PICTURES of themselves AND ANIMATE it.
are you game enough?

come on its for the sake of fun!

the kuih burger, sungguh ezat. :P

2009-09-11T12:20:00.005+08:00

Kuih Burger.
This is what my sister made, what creativity. hahah!
Now Ika, do you get what i mean already? :D

Yessa, its raining oh its raining right na na na now.
School's gonna start soon, oh yeh.
Talking about yesterday's dance, it was a package of fun,
but sadly its the last..
ANYWAYS, i had fun "raping" nadiah. :O
Too sick ? Aww too bad. :D
I nicknamed her the Pisang Teh.. HEHEHEHE.
By the way, i'm frig bored right now.
Okay not really i have to complete the darn script for the drama.
I HATE BEING THE LEADER YOU KNOW.

Okay la bye la.
Once again,
Be good.

HAHAHHAAAAA.

Lo and behold, the little cousins. ♥

2009-09-10T17:01:00.008+08:00

Atirah Syafiqah Irmalisa
Year 2000 us.
OMG its almost a decade!
We look so adorable!
Especially Ika lor.
BY THE WAY, DO YOU NOTICE SOMETHING SIMILAR?

Irmalisa ft Syafiqah
Who's cuter?
SYAFIQAAAAAAH.
Why is my hair so messy? ):
Who cares!
THIS PICTURE SO SWEET KAN!
Awwwww.

ANYWAYS,

Thanks Ika for those pictures!
I truly love them. Muaaaacks
OMG! Bolt has uploaded fully ! yay !
Yup i know its so pathetic of me to watch Bolt this year and not last year.
But i've been longing to watch Bolt, so here i goooo!

Be good, people. :D

Countless love,
Lisa ~~pantat~~.

dreams?

2009-09-09T20:43:00.002+08:00

My arm hurts.
My leg is aching.
My foot nearly broke.
Okay i dont think thats possible.

Anyways, i HAD to tell you this creepy dream of mine.
Well not really creepy.
I dream that i ..
COMMITTED SUICIDE.
In my dream..
I poured poison in my soup,
and the poison stated that death will occur around 12 minutes.
And so i gulped the soup down,
and waited.
Waited..
I felt blood trickling out my nose.
I felt myself paralyze.
Suddenly, i could not breath.
Then i woke up.
Isn't that a close shave?

I wonder what does the dream means.
Well this happened long ago. :D

By the way i just like the picture above thats all.
Nothing related.
Hehe.
I guess im bored.

dance.

2009-09-09T16:05:00.002+08:00

OMG, it was fun wrestling with Pisang. Huahuahua
You cant imagine how many weird positions we made!
Yeah, physically-made positions .. *winks
Hahahah!
I accidentally hit myself with the golden fan just now ):
Oh sorry i was referring to the dance. teehee.
Tomorrow would be the last dance session. D:
And then, there would be no dance at all for ONE frig month!
I wonder if i were to able remembering the steps after that one month.

Alrightay,
see ya.

By the way, you've got a mistake there, i'm NOT sad.

dates

2009-09-09T08:17:00.002+08:00

Hari Raya is looming near,
oh how excited i am. :D
But the dreadful exams too are inching ):

You can see the difference between using a real camera
and a camera handphone.
Im in a dilemma though, to buy a cheap camera,
or mp3/4.

Hmm.
Oh well.

ciao,

todays a special date.
09 09 09
awesome.

2009-09-08T16:43:00.002+08:00

READ IKA'S BLOG. :D

Btw, watch this video.
Coolio.

Crossed.

2009-09-08T13:27:00.005+08:00

Lisa's

Today went back to school for dance.
Malay Dance.
Man i dont know what would happen to the committee,
like come on, its a very important project, you cant just skip dance lessons you know.
People would PAY to watch our performance,
meaning that our performance must reach their expectations
and that what they paid was worth it.
Well if you have valid reasons it would be alright.
You know, this would affect those who attended the dance lessons,
cause since the performance would be on December,
considering that its a short time,
those who came would have to teach those who were absent,
meaning wasting time instead of learning new steps.
Isnt that a sad thing?

I'm so sorry if this offended anyone,
but im just speaking my heart out,
hoping the Malay Dance committee would change for the better.

You know there were only 6 people who came.
I thought there would be full attendance,
but i guess not.

Lets hope for tomorrow.
Hoping against hope.

Lisa.

2009-09-08T08:38:00.000+08:00

Didnt i just said i will MIA ?

Anyways..
Theres a lot of things i wanna talk bout..
BUT NAAAAAAAH.

Its just too . long .
and .
nice .

HAHAHA
k bye

Peace is indeed possible.

2009-09-05T21:32:00.004+08:00

Let peace reign,
but no matter what i wont surrender to nothing.