Wednesday, December 30, 2009, 12:12 PM
...

I may seem apathetic about us,
but you gotta know it's a living hell inside my mind.
You may think im just walking off from you, but i'm forced to.
I don't know what to do. I'm lost.
There's a lot of things rushing through my mind now.
I really want the old us back.
I can't help but to cry silently thinking about our past.
Is it really gonna be the end?
Or, i guess i've tried my very best.

Why negative thoughts always overcome the positive ones?
Why?




16 December post.



"I promise i wont give up."
It means i wont give up on us. :(




Or are you just letting go ?
Running away from everything ?
No, right?

Right ... ?
If its true ..
all i've done has been futile ..